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<lastBuildDate>Wed, 15 Feb 2012 20:05:14 -0500</lastBuildDate><item><title>Contest Winners&#x21;</title><dc:creator>cj@cjellisson.com</dc:creator><category>None</category><dc:date>2012-01-24T17:55:28-05:00</dc:date><link>http://www.cjellisson.com/files/674dd6a9db4fd472cdb6cb21128b0aa8-5.html#unique-entry-id-5</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://www.cjellisson.com/files/674dd6a9db4fd472cdb6cb21128b0aa8-5.html#unique-entry-id-5</guid><content:encoded><![CDATA[<span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; color:#000000;"><br />Thank you one and all for entering the two contests, the first one here on my website for the signed proof copies of the second editions and the larger one on Facebook, which I dubbed my &ldquo;Thank You&rdquo; contest for reaching 10k fans.<br /><br />I apologize for my delay in getting the winner of the first contest out. I&rsquo;m a bit of a lazy bitch sometimes, but I mean well, honest.<br /><br />Without further ado &ndash; here are the winners picked by Random.org:<br /><br /></span><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; font-weight:bold; color:#000000;font-weight:bold; ">Website contest </span><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; color:#000000;">&ndash; Nineteen entries, Number fourteen was the winner! <br /><br /></span><span style="font:16px Georgia, serif; font-weight:bold; color:#000000;font-weight:bold; "><a href="http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=1079436858">Nolene Eliassen Wold</a></span><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; color:#000000;"> you have won the signed proof copies, the only ones in existence!<br /><br /></span><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; font-weight:bold; color:#000000;font-weight:bold; ">Facebook Contest </span><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; color:#000000;">&ndash; twenty-three entries for the three signed and numbered ebooks (total taken from the post on my profile, another Page, and on the CJ page), Number ten is the winner:<br /><br /></span><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; font-weight:bold; color:#000000;font-weight:bold; "><a href="http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100000432185545">Angelina Sagittarius</a></span><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; color:#000000;"> &ndash; you win three signed and numbered books. This prize will not be award until the third book comes out this spring.<br /><br />Seventeen entries for the name a character contest; Number seven is the winner:<br /><br /></span><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; font-weight:bold; color:#000000;font-weight:bold; "><a href="http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=1314237877">Rebecca Graham</a></span><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; color:#000000;"> &ndash; you win the option of naming a vamp or Were character in book three, </span><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; color:#000000;"><em>Big Game</em></span><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; color:#000000;">!<br /><br />Eight entries for the beta reader prize, Number three came up as the winner:<br /><br /></span><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; font-weight:bold; color:#000000;font-weight:bold; "><a href="http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100000059291038">Kay Ramsey</a></span><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; color:#000000;"> &ndash; you win the spot as a beta reader!! Yay!! Okay, now I just have to finish the book.<br /></span><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; color:#000000;"><br />Winners, please email me at </span><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; color:#000000;"><u><a href="mailto:cj@cjellisson.com">cj@cjellisson.com</a></u></span><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; color:#000000;"> so I can award your prizes!<br /><br />Thanks so much for playing along, everyone. It was absolutely awe inspiring to read the positive outpouring and enthusiasm on Facebook and here on my website. I&rsquo;ve been in a writing slump for a while and it has helped put me back on track and remain focused on my writing.<br /><br />I&rsquo;ll keep you all posted on the progress of the third book, and Kay Ramsey will be one of the few who gets to read it early!<br /><br />And if any of you are feeling down for not winning, please consider stopping by the Red Hot Readers </span><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; color:#000000;"><a href="http://www.facebook.com/redhotreaders" rel="external">FB Page</a></span><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; color:#000000;"> or </span><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; color:#000000;"><a href="http://www.redhotreaders.com/index" rel="external">Website </a></span><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; color:#000000;">to get some </span><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; font-weight:bold; color:#000000;font-weight:bold; ">free</span><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; color:#000000;"> ebooks from some other truly talented authors.</span><span style="font:12px Georgia, serif; color:#000000;"><br /></span>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title>Dreaming of Reaching More Readers...</title><dc:creator>cj@cjellisson.com</dc:creator><category>None</category><dc:date>2011-12-21T09:11:15-05:00</dc:date><link>http://www.cjellisson.com/files/d4cd6a86a7aa6dca2db45b490ba79f4d-4.html#unique-entry-id-4</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://www.cjellisson.com/files/d4cd6a86a7aa6dca2db45b490ba79f4d-4.html#unique-entry-id-4</guid><content:encoded><![CDATA[<span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; "><br /><br />Like most people, some days I sleep better than others. Recently I&rsquo;ve been getting epiphanies on marketing concepts and ways to reach readers that literally wake me up at night. Sure, these posts on my website are a fabulous way to do it, but there are many more great ideas out there as well.<br /><br />For one, I&rsquo;ve started a HUGE giveaway on my </span><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; color:#0000FF;"><u><a href="http://www.facebook.com/C.J.EllissonFanPage?sk=app_237342086329077">Facebook page</a></u></span><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; "> and I&rsquo;m inviting all of you with ereaders to participate and to please share the link with others. At least 1500 ebooks will be given away if we get enough takers. New indie and small press authors are added daily and the line up of genres varies. If you&rsquo;re an author and would like to have your work showcased at no charge, please email me at </span><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; color:#0000FF;"><u><a href="mailto:cj@cjellisson.com">cj@cjellisson.com</a></u></span><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; "> (requirements apply).<br /><br />Another great way to reach new readers is through blog tours and such. I&rsquo;m hiring a new publicist in addition to my existing one. If you&rsquo;re an author or a book blogger, please check out Danielle Gavan&rsquo;s new company </span><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; color:#0000FF;"><u><a href="http://www.redhotpromo.com">Red Hot Promotions</a></u></span><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; ">. I&rsquo;ve known her for a while and she doesn&rsquo;t do anything half-assed&mdash;this venture is sure to be a success.<br /><br />Now, the exciting stuff: More free reads on the website! I&rsquo;ve recently added a </span><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; color:#0000FF;"><u><a href="http://www.cjellisson.com/books/page61/page65/index.html">naughty little holiday short</a></u></span><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; "> involving Dria, Rafe and some interesting stocking stuffers. This X-rated piece originally aired on </span><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; color:#0000FF;"><u><a href="http://everythingerotic.blogspot.com">Everything Erotic</a></u></span><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; "> last year, so some of you may have read it already. </span><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; color:#0000FF;"><u><a href="http://www.cjellisson.com/books/page61/page62/index.html">Cerara&rsquo;s Tales</a></u></span><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; "> now has its own tab and a new installment will be up before the end of the year&mdash;watch my </span><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; "><a href="http://www.facebook.com/c.j.ellissonfanpage" rel="external">FB page</a></span><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; "> for the announcement.<br /><br />Starting this week, I&rsquo;m on a new kick-butt schedule to get the next installment of the </span><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; "><em>V V Inn </em></span><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; ">out&mdash;projected release is the end of March, 2012. Thanks for your patience.</span><span style="font:15px &#39;Lucida Grande&#39;, LucidaGrande, Verdana, sans-serif; ">

</span><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; ">And now, for shits and giggles, a repost of a holiday piece I did on a blogger&rsquo;s site:</span><span style="font:15px &#39;Lucida Grande&#39;, LucidaGrande, Verdana, sans-serif; "><br /><br /></span><span style="font:17px Georgia, serif; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; "><u>Eight Ways to Stay Sane During the Holidays</u></span><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; "><br /></span><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; "><br /></span><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; ">1) Never buy your children gifts that need to be assembled the night before.</span><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; "> Like bikes. Give them a picture and tell them Santa dropped it at the store because it was too big for the chimney, then go "pick it up" at before mentioned store. We built bikes one year. Kills all chances of getting a little Christmas Eve nookie when your spouse is pissed off and frustrated from building something with </span><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; "><em>lots</em></span><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; "> of tiny parts.<br /><br /></span><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; ">2) Do not invite friends over. </span><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; ">Don't think a gathering mid-month with a few friends for cocktails at your house isn't a party. It is, and the bastards will stay late and make a mess. They will only exit after drinking all your best wine and waking your kids up with their drunken laughter. Avoid such a gathering at all costs, no matter how easy it sounded in November, and get together in January&mdash;much cheaper when they're all trying to lose their extra holiday weight *snort*.<br /><br /></span><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; ">3) Volunteer for only one thing.</span><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; "> Be it your kid's school party, donating all the crap in your house that has barely been used or still in boxes to those less fortunate (let's face it, cleaning out all those closets takes way more time than the kid's one hour party at school), or organizing the buying of all gifts for your combined extended family. Pick and choose wisely. To do more than your share makes the rest of us lazy bitches look really bad.<br /><br /></span><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; ">4) Run from your family for several hours each week.</span><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; "> I'm not saying you should literally run screaming from the house, but if it's a nice day and your neighbors are far away, go for it. But you should take time for you&mdash;even if it's to escape into the bathroom to soak in the tub with a good book. A relaxed parent is less snarky and more patient.<br /><br /></span><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; ">5) Drink a lot.</span><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; "> Okay, not if you're an alcoholic, and if you are I'm sorry for my crass comment. But if I couldn't drink at least a little every day (and with my current life on various antibiotics that means sometimes only one drink or, eek gads, none), I'd probably need to run screaming from the house more often&mdash;like nightly, right after dinner. Or on bad days, </span><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; "><em>before</em></span><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; "> dinner.<br /><br /></span><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; ">6) Have lots of sex.</span><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; "> What? You only give it up for birthdays, anniversaries, when you want something, it's Valentine's Day or after a fight? Change the mindset, girlfriend. Steady sex will make you realize killing him in his sleep just means you'll have to train a new one all over again, and really, he's not so bad.<br /><br /></span><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; ">7) Limit the time you spend with your extended family.</span><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; "> High hopes this year no one will mention the horrid thing you did ten years ago? Wrong. Most families live for the sharp jabs, the passive-aggressive subtleties, and the late night slurred slams. We optimistically think they will evolve, but no, sadly, they never will. Accept it and you'll be happier.<br /><br /></span><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; ">8) Get enough sleep.</span><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; "> This really helps with numbers four and six. You handle stress better when you are well rested </span><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; "><em>and </em></span><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; ">won't be too tired for your man to shower you with affection&mdash;letting him prove, once again, how awesome you are.<br /><br /></span><p style="text-align:center;"><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; ">~~*~~<br /></span></p><p style="text-align:left;"><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; "><br /></span><span style="font:17px Georgia, serif; font-weight:bold; color:#800000;font-weight:bold; ">Contest time:</span><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; "> If you&rsquo;d like to win a signed, numbered proof copy of the first two books in my series, please comment below with an email address </span><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; "><em>and </em></span><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; ">either tweet about this post or share it on Facebook. <br /><br />Theses books are the second editions of the novels and </span><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; "><em>the only proof copies in existence</em></span><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; ">. Open to US contestants only, contest will run until January 10</span><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; ">th </span><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; ">and I will personally ship the books to you within two days.<br /><br />Eat, sleep, drink and be merry this holiday season. </span><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; ">You deserve it.</span><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; "> <br /><br />Wishing you and your family a safe and happy New Year&rsquo;s!<br /><br />Cheers!<br />~C.J.<br /><br /></span></p><p style="text-align:center;"><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; font-weight:bold; color:#800000;font-weight:bold; ">** Updated Jan 4th: I forgot about this contest while setting up the new </span><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; font-weight:bold; color:#0000FF;font-weight:bold; "><u><a href="http://www.facebook.com/redhotreaders" rel="external">Red Hot Readers </a></u></span><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; font-weight:bold; color:#800000;font-weight:bold; ">Page (which was an expansion on the original contest that ran on my FB page in mid-December) and would like to extend  the deadline date to January 9th, midnight, EST **<br /></span></p><p style="text-align:left;"><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; font-weight:bold; color:#800000;font-weight:bold; "><br /></span></p><p style="text-align:center;"><span style="font:19px Georgia, serif; font-weight:bold; color:#800000;font-weight:bold; ">Good Luck, Everyone!!</span></p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title>Ceara&#x27;s Tales</title><dc:creator>cj@cjellisson.com</dc:creator><category>None</category><dc:date>2011-11-11T09:14:34-05:00</dc:date><link>http://www.cjellisson.com/files/9683c0c59efe18c9f0737d6f401f0f60-3.html#unique-entry-id-3</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://www.cjellisson.com/files/9683c0c59efe18c9f0737d6f401f0f60-3.html#unique-entry-id-3</guid><content:encoded><![CDATA[<span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; ">Today is a special day for me. It&rsquo;s a once in a lifetime chance to celebrate a birthday on 11-11-11 and I am grateful for all I have in my life today. My book first book, </span><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; "><em>Vampire Vacation,</em></span><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; "> sat in </span><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; "><a href="http://www.amazon.com/Vampire-Vacation-Inn-ebook/dp/B0044DELIQ/ref=pd_sim_kinc_2?ie=UTF8&m=AG56TWVU5XWC2" rel="self">the top 100 in its category </a></span><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; ">for over six months on Amazon and Barnes and Noble, and even though it slipped solidly out this week, I&rsquo;m not disappointed. I&rsquo;m thrilled it lasted that long and I have all of </span><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; ">you</span><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; "> to thank for the incredible support you&rsquo;ve shown.<br /><br />In thanks, I&rsquo;m posting three segments today of Ceara&rsquo;s Tales, the stories from Vivian&rsquo;s past. They will not only be in this post, but also on a dedicated page called </span><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; "><a href="books/page61/Cearas Tales/index.html" rel="self" title="Ceara&#39;s Tales">Free Reads</a></span><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; "> under the Books tab. I&rsquo;ll add more short stories monthly and give you a notice when they go live.<br /><br />It&rsquo;s my sincerest hope you enjoy these historic snippets. Please leave me a comment and share your thoughts. These pieces will make up the beginning of book four, </span><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; "><em>The Seduction of Death,</em></span><span style="font:15px Georgia, serif; "> due out in late 2012. Wishing you a great weekend and may it be as filled with happiness as my day is today. Enjoy!<br /><br /></span><span style="font:17px Times, Georgia, Courier, serif; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; "><em>July 23, 1451 <br /></em></span><span style="font:17px Times, Georgia, Courier, serif; "><br />The dying light from the sun cast an orange glow across the room, signaling my nightly hell was about to begin. Two months had past since the creature called Mikov broke into our small two-room cottage in Ireland. My husband of four years, Aidan, was slaughtered while I huddled helpless in a corner&mdash;paralyzed by my own fear. <br /><br />The long-fanged monster may have looked almost human, but the blood dripping off its sharp teeth and the crazed look in its eyes certainly wasn&rsquo;t. With surprising strength, it tore the limbs from my spouse and tossed the bloody remains about the room. The frozen look of terror on Aidan&rsquo;s decapitated face will forever be imprinted on my mind; seared deep by the indescribable hatred welling in my gut for the vampire who changed my life forever. <br /><br />&ldquo;Where is she?&rdquo;  Mikov&rsquo;s deep voice boomed through the darkening English farmhouse, sending goose bumps up my arms. &ldquo;Bring my Ceara to me.&rdquo; <br /><br />Strong hands pulled me from my dirty straw pallet in the great hall, gentling when I didn&rsquo;t struggle. &ldquo;You know he gets worse if we delay,&rdquo; the hoarse voice of Mikov&rsquo;s mate, Fiona, whispered. Her breath pulled in sharply when she looked at me. &ldquo;Damn you. You didn&rsquo;t bathe or make yourself presentable as instructed.&rdquo; <br /><br />I remained silent, as I had for the duration of my capture. If that blood-sucking prick wanted to feast on me he&rsquo;d have to get past the stench first. <br /><br />Fiona stood straight and glared down the long room at the others; a dozen or so men and women who lived to feed the master and his fellow vampires. &ldquo;If you don&rsquo;t help to clean her, you will all feel Mikov&rsquo;s rage. I&rsquo;ll make sure of it.&rdquo; She turned and stormed out, calling back over her shoulder that we had ten minutes. <br /><br />I stood perfectly still, not moving to obey and unwilling to meet the eyes of the emaciated women who rose to do Fiona&rsquo;s bidding. Once or twice someone tried to soothe me when I woke up screaming from the nightmares of the day my life changed forever, but mostly, the others kept their distance. <br /><br />&ldquo;You think we don&rsquo;t know your pain?&rdquo; asked a haggard-looking young woman with long black hair. &ldquo;Some of us were taken as maidens, others from our husbands and children.&rdquo; Her tone was soft and soothing, like a stable lad talking to a skittish horse. She held a brush in one hand and pulled the long, messy strands of my copper-colored hair off my neck and started to work through the knots with a light touch. <br /><br />Two others came and removed my filthy over-dress and shift. Without resistance, I stood while they bathed me, everyone in the room quietly watching on. I stared straight ahead, ignoring the whispers and heated glances from the men. The cool dampness of the cloth soothed my healing bruises and scrapes.  <br /><br />&ldquo;At least you&rsquo;ve finally learned to stop fighting him,&rdquo; my hair-brusher continued. &ldquo;The ones who don&rsquo;t die quickly.&rdquo; <br /><br /></span><span style="font:17px Times, Georgia, Courier, serif; "><em>And what kind of life is this?</em></span><span style="font:17px Times, Georgia, Courier, serif; "> I wanted to ask, but kept quiet. <br /><br />The lavender scent of the water didn&rsquo;t calm me, as it had in the past. Anger burned in my gut and threatened to overwhelm the passivity I tried to emulate. I discovered the hard way just how strong Mikov and the other night creatures were. In the end, they still got what they wanted so there was no real reason to keep fighting and injure myself further. <br /><br />I needed to escape, but had yet to be allowed past the fortified walls beyond the main building. I didn&rsquo;t know how much longer I could take their leader&rsquo;s attentions without losing my sanity completely.  <br /><br />&ldquo;How long have you been here?&rdquo; I asked. My voice sounded harsh and unused, even to my own ears. <br /><br />The women gasped, it was the first time I&rsquo;d spoken since my arrival. My hair-brusher faltered in her strokes before answering. &ldquo;So, your tongue does work, eh, lassie?&rdquo; I didn&rsquo;t respond, but waited for her to answer my question. &ldquo;Three years,&rdquo; she said after a moment, her fingers grazing the fading strangulation marks on my throat. &ldquo;You&rsquo;ll find it gets easier when he tires of you and finds a new infatuation.&rdquo; <br /><br />But she was wrong. He never found another plaything. <br /><br />I&rsquo;d heard all I needed to hear. These women weren&rsquo;t like me. They were already broken. I would find a way out or I would die trying&mdash;preferably, it would be the first one. <br /><br />The two bathers finished their ministrations and pushed clean, threadbare clothing over my head. One met my eyes with undisguised pity. &ldquo;I&rsquo;m sorry you&rsquo;re so pretty.&rdquo; Her blackened teeth peeked from behind a lip twisted with distaste. &ldquo;It&rsquo;s always worse for the pretty ones.&rdquo; <br /><br />And therein laid the blame of my current predicament. If this deranged monster hadn&rsquo;t noticed my flaming hair and fair looks, my husband and my happy life might never have changed. A simple farm, food in our bellies, long nights making love by the fire&hellip; my heart constricted in my chest as I recalled the winter we lost our unborn child. I was only eighteen and miscarriages happened to many&hellip; family reassured us we&rsquo;d have many more chances together to bring a life into this world. <br /><br />They, too, were wrong. <br /><br />Shoving the grief and heartache down into a tight ball in my mind, I tried to clear my head. I cried the first month, every night straight. It didn&rsquo;t change my fate nor did it lessen the vampire&rsquo;s craving for my blood. Time to do what my folks always said when the wee ones fought and complained&mdash;</span><span style="font:17px Times, Georgia, Courier, serif; "><em>God helps those who help themselves</em></span><span style="font:17px Times, Georgia, Courier, serif; ">. <br /><br />As the thunderous footsteps of Fiona echoed down the hallway, I knew my hell was about to begin again. Fear coiled in my middle as I steeled myself for the angry look I knew I&rsquo;d see in the other woman&rsquo;s gaze&mdash;she disliked her husband&rsquo;s attentions of me almost as much as I did. <br /><br />&ldquo;Be strong,&rdquo; whispered my hair-brusher. &ldquo;He can only take what you freely give.&rdquo; <br /><br />The door swung open and I stepped forward, out of the circle of the three women whose names I did not know&hellip; ready to face my weekly raping.<br /><br /><br /></span><span style="font:17px Times, Georgia, Courier, serif; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; "><em>August 15, 1451<br /><br /></em></span><span style="font:17px Times, Georgia, Courier, serif; ">Darkness started to descend in the forest and still I ran. Branches scraped my skin hours ago and thin lines of dried red ran across my arms and legs. I wasn&rsquo;t sure how far I&rsquo;d gone from the stockade walls of Mikov&rsquo;s farmhouse, but I feared it might not be enough. The deceptive calm of the trees and the softening heat of the day did nothing to soothe me. My heart thundered in my chest and the sound of my ragged breaths filled the twilight.<br /><br />Would he find me? Had I a chance? Every time I started to feel safe I pushed the hope into a tight ball around my heart, protecting me and fueling me to continue on. The stable master&rsquo;s voice, the last one I&rsquo;d heard at the farm, rang again and again in my mind. <br /><br />&ldquo;You think others haven&rsquo;t tried what you&rsquo;re doing, lass? You may hide in the straw of the wagon, but mark my words, he will find you.&rdquo; The slovenly bastard pushed off me and tied his breeches, leaving his seed on my thighs.<br /><br />I smiled and rose from the straw, lowering my skirts. &ldquo;Is that concern I hear in your tone, Thomas?&rdquo;<br /><br />He may have asked a steep price to smuggle me out beyond the walls, but it was no worse than what I&rsquo;d endured for months&mdash;and at least he was human. <br /><br />The weathered face of the stable master frowned, his big bushy eyebrows scrunched together in his displeasure. &ldquo;You&rsquo;re all dead anyway. It&rsquo;s just a shame to see such beauty go to waste.&rdquo;<br /><br />Bits of straw still tangled in my hair, tickling my face as I stumbled over a root. The smell of the burning peat reached me as I rose from the forest floor. Not sure how long I&rsquo;d been running, the timing seemed premature for an evening cook fire&mdash;perhaps I&rsquo;d reached the next closest farm. Letting my nose guide me, I made my way through the dim light to the edge of the trees.<br /><br />Dark clouds covered the sky, making it darker then the hour warranted. More than likely, the pending rain drove the farmers indoors for an early dinner. A crack of thunder overhead signaled a coming summer storm and I hoped the family would consider taking in a dirty woman traveling alone.<br /><br />Potato plants in neat rows stretched on for an acre, with the faint outline of a thatched roof showing in the distance. The carefully guarded hope I&rsquo;d held near my heart blossomed, filling me with renewed energy. I might just make it out of this living nightmare yet.<br /><br />A tingling entered my limbs, the muscles protesting despite the desire to reach safety. Each step seemed a trial, reminding me of the muscle ache I&rsquo;d get when Aidan and I worked during harvest time, long past sunset to get our crops in. I pushed on, stepping carefully down a row to not damage the still-growing plants. <br /><br />Shadows lengthened and through the distance two shapes stood out, possibly the farmers. Exhaustion clouded my mind and I wasn&rsquo;t sure if the figures up ahead were fence posts or the inhabitants. I straightened, trying my best not to look like a beaten dog. The scent of farm animals and fresh soil mingled in the rain-scented air with burning peat moss, triggering sharp memories of Ireland. <br /><br />Twenty feet from the edge of the field I felt a rumble through my feet. Recognizing the thunder of hooves, I craned my neck, trying to discern where the riders might be approaching from. The road near the small cottage was clear and my heart seized in panic.<br /><br />I whirled to see a team of black horses breaking through the dense trees and barreling across the field toward me at a full canter. Foam dripped from their mouths and a crazed look glinted in their eyes. Their pale-skinned riders dressed all in black, with flowing black capes fluttering behind them in the growing breeze.<br /><br /></span><span style="font:17px Times, Georgia, Courier, serif; "><em>No! It can&rsquo;t be! How did they find me so fast? </em></span><span style="font:17px Times, Georgia, Courier, serif; ">Fear clutched my throat and adrenaline pumped through my veins, chasing away the last of my fatigue. My instincts screamed to run, but I knew there was no hope.<br /><br />Lurching forward in a staggering run, I waved to the figures near the cottage as I cleared the last of the crops. &ldquo;Help!&rdquo;<br /><br />Standing not fifty feet away were the couple who worked the land. A tall man with dark hair and a thin frame turned at the sound of my voice&mdash;he took one step forward until he spotted the oncoming horsemen. He froze in his tracks, horror and fear twisting his face.<br /><br />Mikov&rsquo;s voice boomed out across the field as the horses raced upon me. &ldquo;Leave her, Finnigan! She is mine!&rdquo;<br /><br />Finnigan grabbed the hand of the woman standing behind him and raced for his cottage door, slamming it behind them both in his haste. <br /><br />&ldquo;No!&rdquo; I screamed into the growing darkness. The skies chose that moment to open up and rain poured down from the swollen black clouds. Not willing to accept defeat so easily, I ran toward the house, determined to bang on the wooden door and beg to be let in.<br /><br />The sharp neigh of a horse screamed in my ear and a booted foot landed firmly in my back, shoving me to the dampening ground. The shock of hitting the hard earth reverberated up through my arms and knees as a frustrated scream of defeat tore from my lips.<br /><br />Two other horses pawed the earth around me&mdash;the three vampires had me effectively pinned. A large round object was thrown on the ground near my head. I turned my face and gazed into the staring dead eyes of Thomas, the stable master. His mouth was locked in a silent scream and the jagged flesh of his severed neck stank of fresh death. <br /><br />&ldquo;Silly lass,&rdquo; Mikov rasped while dismounting from his steed. &ldquo;I smelled your essence on him.&rdquo; Gloved hands grabbed my upper arm and yanked me to my feet. He tsked when he saw the scratches on my arms and ran a leather-encased finger down my skin. &ldquo;We&rsquo;re linked by blood, you and I. You can never hide from me. Your life force calls me like a beacon.&rdquo;<br /><br />He mounted his horse and dragged me up in front of him. One steely arm wrapped around me and he locked both of my wrists in his larger hand as the rain pelted us. &ldquo;You are mine now and forever. There is no freedom for you, Ceara.&rdquo;<br /><br />Thomas&rsquo; last words ran through my mind. &ldquo;</span><span style="font:17px Times, Georgia, Courier, serif; "><em>You&rsquo;re all dead anyway</em></span><span style="font:17px Times, Georgia, Courier, serif; ">.&rdquo; Tears leaked silently from my eyes, mixing with the summer downpour and streaming unnoticed down my face. <br /><br /></span><span style="font:17px Times, Georgia, Courier, serif; "><em>Is this what my life has become? Am I only food for a monster?<br /><br /></em></span><span style="font:17px Times, Georgia, Courier, serif; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; "><em>December 1, 1451<br /><br /></em></span><span style="font:17px Times, Georgia, Courier, serif; ">The days were short and the monsters were awake for longer. They grew bored in the cold and started using the humans for blood sport. Heather, my original hair-brusher, died last week during one of their sick games. They passed her around, drinking from a new spot while she begged them to stop. It was one instance where being Mikov&rsquo;s favorite spared me from their sadistic ways.<br /><br />Heather&rsquo;s pitiful, pleading cries haunted me. She recognized what they were doing before most of us; after all, she&rsquo;d been here the longest. Jacob, one of Mikov&rsquo;s </span><span style="font:17px Times, Georgia, Courier, serif; "><em>seethe,</em></span><span style="font:17px Times, Georgia, Courier, serif; "> as I had come to learn a grouping of bloodsuckers were called, drained her to unconsciousness and kept going&hellip;. <br /><br />She was not deemed worthy enough to be turned into an undead, so she wouldn&rsquo;t rise from her early grave like the pale bastards who tormented us. For that, I was grateful. Heather was a strong woman. She revealed to me she&rsquo;d had two children before being taken by Mikov three years ago. Did her family know a creature of death had stolen her from them? Did they look for her?<br /><br />Becoming friends with my fellow captives proved difficult. Which of us would die next at the whim of a bored vampire? I dared not think on it.<br /><br />On this day, the merry band of filth rose from their secret resting place and donned riding apparel. Their excitement permeated the very air, putting all of us who fell into the &ldquo;food&rdquo; category on edge. Would they be running one of us down in the dark woods surrounding the farmhouse? Did they plan to stack us like kindling and jump their steeds over the prone bodies again?<br /><br />If I&rsquo;d learned one thing over the past months it was this: we were chattel to them. Nothing more, nothing less. We existed solely for their pleasure and were cared for only to ensure the continuation of our survival for their needs.<br /><br />Debasement had become common practice and I shuddered when I dwelled on their lost humanity. Clearly, they were human once. Did they let go of their last shreds early on, or were the scraps pried from their grasp by the cruelty of their peers? <br /><br />Only eight of us remained from the nearly two-dozen that were here when I arrived. The hooves of the galloping horses thudded dully into the distance as the seven cloaked undead rode out. A collective sigh escaped the group of food and for a brief moment I wondered if escape was a viable option.<br /><br />The thought died after a quick flare of hope. Winter was almost upon us, I knew no farmer in the area would risk taking one of us in, let alone eight. Mikov would hunt us down like he did to me in late summer. And those who escaped would perish from the elements.<br /><br />A soft scrape to my right brought my attention to a lanky man who stood in an archway leading to the kitchen. All of us except Fiona were lean and wiry like Henry, the cook. My mother once teased you should never trust a skinny chef, and yet in this house of evil we all stood as equals, banning together in our desire to survive.<br /><br />&ldquo;Come, quickly,&rdquo; he said to the occupants of the great hall. &ldquo;All of you who feed the creatures. I have extra rations tonight.&rdquo;<br /><br />None of us asked why, perhaps they were like me and secretly afraid to hear the answer. Henry stood taller than most of us, no bend to his spine and no gray touching his temples yet. His teeth looked solid and he retained a glint of something in his eye&hellip; something I hadn&rsquo;t seen in a long time&mdash;a spark of life.<br /><br />&ldquo;You too, lassie,&rdquo; Henry said, his gaze lingering on me as I held back in the shadows. &ldquo;We all hate them, but we can&rsquo;t survive if we don&rsquo;t eat.&rdquo; His bearded face moved with a hidden smirk, pulling a returning smile of gratitude from me.<br /><br />As I passed, he rested a hand on my shoulder drawing my eyes up to his hazel gaze. &ldquo;I can see the strength in you. The group needs you to step up and lead as Heather did or they will all perish this winter.&rdquo;<br /><br />&ldquo;How can you be so sure?&rdquo; <br /><br />&ldquo;Because Fiona has been here the longest and she&rsquo;s seen it before when a beloved member dies.&rdquo; The twinkle I saw before transformed into outright humor, &ldquo;She told me her thoughts when she shared my bed last.&rdquo;<br /><br />I shake off his hand and turn to face him. &ldquo;Why would you discuss me? And don&rsquo;t you fear Mikov when bedding his wife, you fool?&rdquo;<br /><br />His low chuckle reached my ear as I left the hall and headed into the warmth of the kitchen. &ldquo;They aren&rsquo;t married. She&rsquo;s his vampire-servant. A bond he can easily dissolve if he wishes. Mikov has eyes only for you since you arrived. She knows it&mdash;and knows if the monster&rsquo;s food dies off this winter she would be next.&rdquo;<br /><br />The cold reality of his words sank in. The creature who just last week cast an illusion over himself to look like my dead husband and seduced me while I slept, still prefers me over his &ldquo;wife&rdquo;. Could I use this somehow to worm my way into a position to kill him? More importantly, could I handle the vermin wearing my lover&rsquo;s face long enough to execute a plan?<br /><br />My face split into a genuine smile as I sat on a crowded long bench by the warm cook fire. I reached for the crusty warm bread and ladled some thick stew into a bowl. The smell of simmering root vegetables and rabbit wafted up in delicious aroma of&hellip; hope.<br /><br />A glance up into the doorway revealed Henry, staring at me in slack-jawed amazement. I guessed he never saw me smile. Either that, or the fierce expression of determination on my face scared him. I&rsquo;m betting it was the smile.<br /><br /><br />Have a great month, everyone! I&rsquo;m getting myself back to the grindstone on </span><span style="font:17px Times, Georgia, Courier, serif; "><em>Big Game</em></span><span style="font:17px Times, Georgia, Courier, serif; "> and I&rsquo;ll keep you all informed of the progress. Wishing you all a food-filled Thanksgiving with family and friends -- be sure to take some quiet time for yourself during the madness and relax, you deserve it!<br /><br />Cheers,<br />~ C.J.</span><span style="font:11px Times, Georgia, Courier, serif; "><br /></span>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title>BIG GAME - Chapter One</title><dc:creator>cj@cjellisson.com</dc:creator><category>None</category><dc:date>2011-09-29T12:12:17-04:00</dc:date><link>http://www.cjellisson.com/files/Big%20Game%20-%20Chapter%20one.html#unique-entry-id-2</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://www.cjellisson.com/files/Big%20Game%20-%20Chapter%20one.html#unique-entry-id-2</guid><content:encoded><![CDATA[<span style="font:16px Georgia, serif; ">Before we jump right into chapter one of </span><span style="font:16px Georgia, serif; "><em>Big Game</em></span><span style="font:16px Georgia, serif; ">, I have some news I&rsquo;d like to share. Most of you who keep up with me on Facebook already read the announcement&mdash;I was officially included in the </span><span style="font:16px Georgia, serif; color:#0000FF;"><u><a href="http://vampsatsea.com">Vamps At Sea</a></u></span><span style="font:16px Georgia, serif; "> website last week as a guest speaker on their June 2012 cruise. Yay!! I&rsquo;m included on their front page with some great talent and I couldn&rsquo;t be more thrilled.<br /><br />If any of you have ever dreamed of seeing Alaska, like I have, then please check out their cruise and the </span><span style="font:16px Georgia, serif; color:#0000FF;"><u><a href="http://www.cjellisson.com/Home/index.html">news page here on this site</a></u></span><span style="font:16px Georgia, serif; "> for more information on how YOU can become a member of </span><span style="font:16px Georgia, serif; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; "><em>Vivian&rsquo;s Seethe</em></span><span style="font:16px Georgia, serif; ">. Also, if you would like to attend a Facebook exclusive book club event where we&rsquo;ll discuss my series on October 11th, </span><span style="font:16px Georgia, serif; color:#0000FF;"><u><a href="http://www.facebook.com/event.php?eid=181411625266394">please check out this link</a></u></span><span style="font:16px Georgia, serif; ">.<br /><br /></span><span style="font:16px Georgia, serif; "><em>Vampire Vacation</em></span><span style="font:16px Georgia, serif; "> looks like it&rsquo;s about to end its almost five month run on the bestselling list for contemporary fantasy on Amazon and I owe a great big thanks to all of you for making it into the top 100 in the first place. Cheers! <br /><br />Here&rsquo;s to hoping you&rsquo;re just as happy with the opening to </span><span style="font:16px Georgia, serif; "><em>Big Game</em></span><span style="font:16px Georgia, serif; ">, and please, if you have a moment, leave a comment when you&rsquo;re done reading. This is by no means the final piece and I&rsquo;m always eager to hear reader feedback. Happy reading!</span><span style="font:16px Times, Georgia, Courier, serif; "><br /></span><p style="text-align:center;"><span style="font:17px Times, Georgia, Courier, serif; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; "><br /></span><span style="font:19px Georgia, serif; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; ">BIG GAME</span><span style="font:19px Times, Georgia, Courier, serif; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; "><br /></span></p><p style="text-align:left;"><span style="font:17px Times, Georgia, Courier, serif; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; "><br /></span></p><p style="text-align:center;"><span style="font:17px CapitalsRegular; ">Chapter One</span><span style="font:17px Times, Georgia, Courier, serif; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; "><br /><br /></span><span style="font:38px ZapfinoForteLT-One; ">Vivian</span><span style="font:36px ZapfinoForteLT-One; "><br /></span></p><p style="text-align:left;"><span style="font:16px Georgia, serif; ">The soft hum of the jet fades into the background noise of the small cabin. Rafe exits the cockpit and locks eyes with me across the tight space. His rugged face carries a tired grin and his blue eyes look weary. He&rsquo;s been flying through the daylight hours as we make our way down the globe to Argentina, where our final destination is a small private island off the southern coast.<br /><br />His muscular form, encased in well-worn jeans and a snug black t-shirt, looks as delicious as ever. Worry pinches my husband&rsquo;s expression as he heads back to my location opposite the plane&rsquo;s bar. Chelly, lounging on a chocolate chenille couch, shifts her attention up from her ereader&mdash;more than likely trying to catch a last glimpse of Drew who took over flying duties. She deflates a little when she sees Rafe and goes back to her book. Her long blond hair hides her expression from me, but I&rsquo;m sure I&rsquo;d see a hint of longing on her face.<br /><br />She and Drew, the one hundred and fifty year old vampire who came to our resort as a guest last fall before joining our seethe, began dating this winter. Now, he only feeds directly from her, taking bagged blood for extra nutrition when needed. To my knowledge, he still has not claimed her and exchanged blood to make her his companion. His old-fashioned ways have made for a cute courtship display, but I doubt Chelly can take much more of the long tease. She looked ready to snap and jump his bones on the spot when he invited her on this trip.<br /><br />Bob, one of our ground crew, plays cards with Tommy, our imported Aussie who mans the inn&rsquo;s front desk, and fledgling vampire, Paul. The three sit around a table set between four seats facing each other with intense looks on their faces and examine their hands. Their voices are pitched low, but every once in a while their excited chatter over a hand becomes loud. Tommy glances up as Rafe walks by. The sandy-haired man folds his cards and slips into the aisle behind my husband.<br /><br />Rafe leans down and kisses my cheek before settling into the club chair next to mine. A half glass of red wine sits on the round cocktail table bolted through the cream carpet in front of our seats. In honor of our destination, I&rsquo;ve changed from the Alaskan vampire favorite of hot coffee to South American wines. It wouldn&rsquo;t be acceptable for me to appear uncouth at any Tribunal gatherings by holding a coffee mug instead of a crystal goblet filled with bloodwine. But I admit, I do miss the caffeine jolt.<br /><br />&ldquo;Tired, darling?&rdquo; I ask.<br /><br />&ldquo;Yeah.&rdquo; A heavy sigh escapes him as he runs a hand across his forehead and back over his short light brown hair. &ldquo;Flying through the last storm was a challenge. Head winds slowed us down quite a bit.&rdquo;<br /><br />&ldquo;Can I get you something, sir?&rdquo; Tommy asks from our right, standing behind the glistening marble-topped bar.<br /><br />&ldquo;A Yuengling, thanks.&rdquo;<br /><br />In a moment the beer is poured into an ice-cold pilsner glass and set on the low table. At a nod of appreciation from Rafe, Tommy heads back to his game. <br /><br />Rafe stares at the amber liquid and remains still. &ldquo;I&rsquo;m worried, Dria.&rdquo;<br /><br />&ldquo;I know.&rdquo;<br /><br />&ldquo;The talk with the seethe regarding your manipulator abilities went well, but you know it won&rsquo;t be the same with the Ancients.&rdquo;<br /><br />&ldquo;Yes, they took it surprisingly well.&rdquo; I stifle a smile at the reminder of Paul&rsquo;s confusion and mini-freak out. Asa, our ex-military vamp, just nodded as if confirming something he suspected and Drew listened in silence. He pledged his loyalty again with the others easy enough, showing no hesitation at the end of the gathering. <br /><br />Glancing at the shaded window, I debate on raising the covering now that night has fallen. &ldquo;The idea isn&rsquo;t to tell the Ancients. The plan to arrive earlier than previous years is to surprise them&mdash;find out who knows or suspects what I can do.&rdquo;<br /><br />&ldquo;And then what? Slip into their minds and alter what they know?&rdquo; he shakes his head. &ldquo;It&rsquo;s too risky.&rdquo;<br /><br />&ldquo;The alternative is to kill them.&rdquo; I lock eyes with Rafe, and see the concern he never tries to hide. &ldquo;Depending on how many of the Inner Circle we&rsquo;re talking about, that might not be smart.&rdquo;<br /><br />Rafe grips the chair arms, his frustration and anger quickly outweighs his previous concern. &ldquo;Twenty-two members of the Inner Circle and eleven Ancients, not to mention an unknown amount of powerful gophers and lackeys on the fringe doing their bidding. Too many variables. I prefer a concentrated and planned attack.&rdquo;<br /><br />&ldquo;We&rsquo;ve gone over this before, love. What choice do we have? Let them come to us in Alaska? Where we have over a hundred humans in our care?&rdquo; I shake my head. &ldquo;I won&rsquo;t put them at risk. Not an option. Besides, we normally head down south when the season changes and it&rsquo;s impossible to run the inn for vamp guests. This early fact-finding mission in Buenos Aires is the best way to go.&rdquo;<br /><br />&ldquo;Yes, yes, your &lsquo;beard the lion in his den&rsquo;, crap. I get it.&rdquo; He reaches for his beer and drains half the glass before setting it back down. &ldquo;I worry it&rsquo;s more than just the three members you&rsquo;ve speculated on.&rdquo;<br /><br />Bitter resentment and rage coil in my middle. For years I&rsquo;ve hidden my ability and ran from certain death, only to find I&rsquo;ve now cornered myself in a remote location with twelve dozen lives at stake. Flight or fight. That&rsquo;s what any predator would do when left with no options. <br /><br />&ldquo;I don&rsquo;t plan on running again.&rdquo; Anger leaks through my tone and the tension in the cabin rises. &ldquo;The only option left is to infiltrate and bring a stealthy battle to them.&rdquo;<br /><br />&ldquo;Won&rsquo;t they be expecting it? Coraline visited back in January. It&rsquo;s foolish to think they haven&rsquo;t done anything in four months.&rdquo;<br /><br />&ldquo;If it was me,&rdquo; I say with a deadly smile. &ldquo;I would have attacked immediately.&rdquo;<br /><br />&ldquo;Agreed. So why didn&rsquo;t they?&rdquo;<br /><br />&ldquo;Coraline could have been the main force driving the whole witch hunt after me. With the alterations I did to her psyche, it may have taken her cohorts a while to bring her back up to speed&mdash;or even months just to unravel what I did and how I did it. I&rsquo;m still not sure how they could repair the damage if they weren&rsquo;t able to slip into her mind as well.&rdquo;<br /><br />&ldquo;What about that damn charmed brooch? Someone made it for her. Maybe the person is a strong magic user and has countered what you did?&rdquo;<br /><br />I speculate on his suggestion for a bit and focus on letting go of my fury. I try to center my thoughts and picture myself mentally moving through a few sun salutations. The yoga moves work, even sitting still. The anger deflates and I focus back around on Rafe&rsquo;s suggestion.<br /><br />His idea is possible, I suppose, but I&rsquo;ve never met a witch or wizard that powerful. Most of them can do what Diane, Dr. Cook&rsquo;s witchy daughter, does back home. She can cast minor spells and contrive complicated charms given enough time and the right ingredients&hellip; but a witch with mind powers or the ability to cast a complex spell to counter my mind-altering? I shake my head. Not likely. Could it be a wizard? They have been known to do more mental damage, but their spells are usually quite intricate, having no innate elemental powers like a witch is born with.<br /><br />&ldquo;I don&rsquo;t think so,&rdquo; I finally answer. &ldquo;But, you&rsquo;re right. It could be a option.&rdquo;<br /><br />Paul, our undead head chef, saunters back toward us. He&rsquo;s become a sleeker version of himself, thanks to the liquid diet, and is now able to keep up with his kids and slim wife much better. He nods to us on his way to the bathroom facilities in the rear of the plane. Whoever said vampires didn&rsquo;t use the can should be shot&mdash;seriously, where would all the blood go? <br /><br />&ldquo;Smooth flying, Rafe,&rdquo; he says when he emerges from the tiny room, brushing a lock of dark wavy hair off his forehead. &ldquo;Will I get to add &lsquo;pilot&rsquo; to my growing list of super cool things I know?&rdquo;<br /><br />&ldquo;Ask Drew to teach you,&rdquo; Rafe answers with an easy-going smile. &ldquo;We&rsquo;ve got better facilities in Alaska, but you could probably start on the basics when we arrive in Argentina.&rdquo;<br /><br />&ldquo;I&rsquo;m still bummed Bunny and the kids couldn&rsquo;t come.&rdquo;<br /><br />&ldquo;We don&rsquo;t know what we&rsquo;re walking into, Paul,&rdquo; I say. &ldquo;It wouldn&rsquo;t be wise to bring them.&rdquo;<br /><br />&ldquo;Yeah, I know. Doesn&rsquo;t mean I have to like it. And why did you bring only male donors for me?&rdquo; he directs toward me. At my sly smile he just laughs. &ldquo;What, you thought I didn&rsquo;t notice Tommy and Bob were guys?&rdquo;<br /><br />&ldquo;Bunny asked me to make sure you were loyal. No temptation for you while I&rsquo;m on duty.&rdquo;<br /><br />Paul looks stricken as he turns to face away from the passengers in the cabin and leans in, speaking low, &ldquo;What happens when the men start to become tempting?&rdquo;<br /><br />&ldquo;You close your eyes,&rdquo; I whisper, &ldquo;think of your wife, and jerk off when they leave.&rdquo; <br /><br />The smile is absent from his jovial face as he nods like he&rsquo;s just received a death sentence. &ldquo;Okay.&rdquo;<br /><br />&ldquo;There is also a large supply of donated blood on ice coming with us. You&rsquo;ll do fine.&rdquo; I reach out and grab his sleeve before he leaves. &ldquo;You&rsquo;re gaining control, Paul. Getting stronger each day. Don&rsquo;t let the urges get the better of you.&rdquo;<br /><br />&ldquo;Think of things if the shoe was on the other foot,&rdquo; Rafe says. &ldquo;Would you want Bunny spreading her legs every few days when she got hungry?&rdquo;<br /><br />Anger colors the cheeks of the good-humored vampire. &ldquo;No!&rdquo;<br /><br />Rafe drains his glass and stands to get another. &ldquo;Then keep that anger front and center in your brain when you get horny for another person.&rdquo; He slaps Paul on the back as he heads to the bar. <br /><br />&ldquo;How do you do it Vivian?&rdquo; Paul asks. &ldquo;Do you ever crave another lover?&rdquo;<br /><br />My mind flashes to Jonathan, my hunky werewolf servant with the compact wrestler&rsquo;s body who tastes like dark chocolate. I&rsquo;ve got ten pints of his blood stashed just for me over the next few months in Argentina. Yum. &ldquo;You channel it back into passion for your mate. You can&rsquo;t control what your body craves, but you can control what you do about those cravings.&rdquo;<br /><br />His shoulders slump. &ldquo;Why is it so hard?&rdquo;<br /><br />&ldquo;Most vampires want the sex and the blood together, it&rsquo;s only as we age we can channel the blood-lust into pure sexual lust.&rdquo; Beeps and a whir of the microwave come from the bar area, indicating Rafe must be getting something to eat.<br /><br />&ldquo;You mean, someday I might just want sex from everyone rather than their blood?&rdquo;<br /><br />I laugh. &ldquo;We&rsquo;re talking centuries, Paul. And maybe not sex from </span><span style="font:16px Georgia, serif; "><em>everyone</em></span><span style="font:16px Georgia, serif; ">, but some days it may feel that way.&rdquo;<br /><br />&ldquo;Won&rsquo;t I still need blood?&rdquo;<br /><br />&ldquo;Yes, but not as much. As you age you can feed from other means, like sexual energy.&rdquo; My thoughts turn inward as I remember some of the old vampires I hunted. A few of them fed on fear and pain. When their appetites grew too large and they terrorized too many humans to hide what they&rsquo;d become the Tribunal of Ancients would discover their actions, sending an enforcer like me to end their madness. &ldquo;Trust me, Paul. There are a lot worse things in the world to crave energy from.&rdquo;<br /><br />The smell of corn beef and mustard waft our way, teasing me of times long past in Ireland. Rafe sets a large plate holding a Ruben and chips on the cocktail table and eases back into the chair. &ldquo;Thanks for making this for me earlier, Paul. It heated up nice, not soggy.&rdquo;<br /><br />Paul smiles at the praise and heads back to his card game. Bob and Tommy look up at his approach and then back to their hands. I wonder what they are wagering on to make them so serious.<br /><br />&ldquo;Do you think the other two men will do okay on the island?&rdquo; I ask.<br /><br />Rafe nods, while swallowing a big bite of his sandwich. &ldquo;They&rsquo;re good guys. Tommy can make sure the rest stay in line; he&rsquo;s pretty good at herding cats and managing without being overbearing. I trust him to anticipate Paul&rsquo;s needs before Paul. Bob can help out when Paul decides to cook&mdash;which you know he will&mdash;and maybe work with the gardener during the day.&rdquo; He takes another long drink and some of the harsh lines of exhaustion soften from his face. &ldquo;Our main issue will be the housekeeper&rsquo;s barely legal daughter, doubling this year as a maid.&rdquo;<br /><br />A smile creases my face as I recall the dark good looks of Rosia. Her eyes snap with life and she knows exactly how to move her hips to attract a man&rsquo;s eye. &ldquo;Dalton might exert his fatherly protection and insist she work in the gardens with him while we&rsquo;re in attendance.&rdquo;<br /><br />&ldquo;Last we spoke, he said Flavia had called her younger twin sisters to stay with them to help out this season.&rdquo;<br /><br />Picturing the women we&rsquo;ve met before, I can&rsquo;t help but feel amusement. They&rsquo;re all as pretty as Dalton&rsquo;s wife and will provide ample distraction for the two men, not to mention a major temptation for Paul when Rafe and I eventually leave for Buenos Aires alone. Chelly&rsquo;s blond and curvy good looks will stand out like a beacon when compared to all the small-breasted exotic looking brunettes.<br /><br />&ldquo;Paul might have a hard time resisting Dalton.&rdquo; My eyes dance with humor, teasing my spouse. &ldquo;He&rsquo;s a suave and sexy guy.&rdquo;<br /><br />Rafe wipes his mouth carefully with a linen napkin and tosses the fabric on the empty plate. &ldquo;You&rsquo;ve managed to resist him for almost two decades.&rdquo; A warm palm lands on my thigh, caressing one leg through my linen trousers. &ldquo;However did you cope?&rdquo;<br /><br />Heat fills me, burning a path from Rafe&rsquo;s hand to my privates. &ldquo;I&rsquo;ve got this big stud of a husband I ravish daily. Thankfully, the old man doesn&rsquo;t need Viagra yet.&rdquo;<br /><br />Rafe&rsquo;s laughter booms across the cabin. The four other passengers all glance in our direction, then back to their interests. &ldquo;All thanks to you, dear, and those magical sips of blood I take every now and then.&rdquo;<br /><br />I lower my lids when my lover looks my way. &ldquo;Surely, it can&rsquo;t all be just me?&rdquo;<br /><br />Rafe leans in and our lips meet. His soft mouth molds to mine, the tip of his tongue gently begging entrance. I open and he deepens the kiss, plundering my mouth like a starving man at his first meal in weeks. A throaty growl escapes one of us. Could have been me, I&rsquo;ve been known to growl once in a while. <br /><br />A soft electric tingle enters my mind as my husband telepathically speaks to me through our mate-bond. </span><span style="font:16px Georgia, serif; "><em>The day I need Viagra to be ready for you, is the day you need to shoot me. <br /><br />Put the old dog out of his misery, eh? You&rsquo;ll not get rid of me so easily.</em></span><span style="font:16px Georgia, serif; "> A warm hand comes up to caress the back of my head and hold me in place while Rafe ravishes my mouth. I pull back when I hear the clearing of a throat in the airplane&rsquo;s cabin. </span><span style="font:16px Georgia, serif; "><em>No need to put on a show. Should we head back to the bedroom?<br /><br /></em></span><span style="font:16px Georgia, serif; ">Rafe ends the kiss and stares into my eyes. </span><span style="font:16px Georgia, serif; "><em>Sixty-five years together and you still have to ask? </em></span><span style="font:16px Georgia, serif; ">Heat fills his gaze and a predatory smile curves his mouth. </span><span style="font:16px Georgia, serif; "><em>Get your ass in there or I&rsquo;ll pull a cave man and throw you over my shoulder and carry you back. <br /><br /></em></span><span style="font:16px Georgia, serif; ">A smile curves my lips as I rise from the chair and sashay back to the sleeping cabin down the narrow hallway, feeling the burning gaze of my lover on my backside the entire time. The cell phone clipped to my waist starts to vibrate, with its usual perfectly horrible timing. I answer as I open the privacy door and hear the succinct dulcet tones of my werewolf servant across thousands of miles. <br /><br />&ldquo;Have you landed?&rdquo;<br /><br />In man-speak that means, &ldquo;I&rsquo;m worried you haven&rsquo;t called&rdquo;, so I try my best to swallow the humor in my reply. &ldquo;No, we haven&rsquo;t.&rdquo;<br /><br />&ldquo;What&rsquo;s the hold up? Problem at one of the refueling spots or weather?&rdquo;<br /><br />A sigh escapes me as I climb onto the queen sized bed and recline against the upholstered headboard. Rafe closes the door and turns to me with a feral look in his eyes. Without a sound he starts to strip in the dimly lit cabin.<br /><br />&ldquo;You guessed it, we hit several storms and the winds were against us.&rdquo;<br /><br />A muffled hrmph meets me on the other end of the line and I stare at the flesh slowly revealed by my spouse. The hard sculpted planes of his chest come into view and he tosses the shirt at my face&mdash;his not so subtle hint to get off the phone.<br /><br />Rafe stretches his arms over his head, bending them at the elbow to avoid hitting the aircraft&rsquo;s low ceiling and leans to the right and left working his cramped muscles. God, that man has delicious abs. Saliva fills my mouth at the thought of licking the hard ridges of muscle.<br /><br />&ldquo;The shifter hunters are starting to land.&rdquo;<br /><br />What? Oh yeah, I&rsquo;m still on the damn phone. Jon&rsquo;s referring to the summer guests we have arriving, who plan to hunt Alaska&rsquo;s native game during their stay. The shifter&rsquo;s landing must be what triggered his call; he&rsquo;ll be tied up for the rest of the day. Rafe reaches for the button on his pants and I track every movement of his supple fingers. &ldquo;Good. Any last minute questions for me, Jon?&rdquo;<br /><br />&ldquo;No. Our mind connection is getting fuzzy. I can&rsquo;t feel much of you in my head.&rdquo;<br /><br />&ldquo;I think it&rsquo;s the distance.&rdquo; He should count himself lucky, I doubt he&rsquo;d want to see my husband getting naked. Then again, knowing Jon&rsquo;s conflicted emotions regarding both of us, he just might enjoy the view. &ldquo;You&rsquo;ll do fine this summer. We&rsquo;re only a phone call a way if you need us.&rdquo;<br /><br />&ldquo;Yeah, and including stops you&rsquo;re almost two days via a plane. I&rsquo;m not reassured. And for the record, it&rsquo;s not me and the pups I&rsquo;m worried about. Or even Asa for that matter.&rdquo;<br /><br />Jon really loves teasing Pat and Eric, our new permanent werewolf members on the resort, by calling them pups. Makes the grown men squirm in their desire to correct him&mdash;but both are pretty smart and resist his goading well. &ldquo;I&rsquo;ll be fine, Jon.&rdquo;<br /><br />&ldquo;This is your first year there without me. What if you need me?&rdquo;<br /><br />Rafe&rsquo;s hearing is vampire sharp, and he can hear both ends of the conversation just fine. He snorts his disagreement on the likelihood of us needing Jon and thrusts his jeans over his hips, taking his tight boxer briefs with them.<br /><br />My mouth goes dry at the sight of my husband in all his aroused glory. I clear my throat and try to hurry up the phone call, &ldquo;This year I&rsquo;ve also got Drew and Paul here. Things will work out.&rdquo;<br /><br />Rafe steps out of his discarded clothing and leaps onto the bed, straddling my body. His muscular arms bracket my torso on the headboard and the heat of his breath fans my cheek.<br /><br />&ldquo;Okay, gotta go. I&rsquo;ll call you when we land.&rdquo; <br /><br />&ldquo;Wai&mdash;&rdquo;<br /><br />I click the phone off and toss it to the floor before wrapping my arms around the man I love more than anything else in the world, including my own semi-immortality.</span><span style="font:13px Georgia, serif; "><br /><br /><br /><br /></span><span style="font:16px Georgia, serif; ">I hope you enjoyed it! Please consider re-tweeting or sharing a link here on FB (see the pretty green bar along the bottom of website window), I appreciate it more than you&rsquo;ll ever know.<br /><br />~C.J.<br /><br /></span><span style="font:16px Georgia, serif; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; "><em>**Thank you so much for all the comments! Rest assured, even if you don&rsquo;t see them below, or my replies, I did get them all and tried to comment. There was an issue with Echo Live/Js-kit (the issue is they SUCK) and I switched commenting features on the site to disqus.com. I tried to import the comments over, but I&rsquo;m not sure it will work.<br /><br />If you feel like commenting again or are stopping by after Oct 3rd, the comments do work now!! Thank you!</em></span></p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title>Where to Begin?</title><dc:creator>cj@cjellisson.com</dc:creator><category>None</category><dc:date>2011-08-19T14:57:23-04:00</dc:date><link>http://www.cjellisson.com/files/47d009d05eaa1cdab99e66b91f04c957-1.html#unique-entry-id-1</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://www.cjellisson.com/files/47d009d05eaa1cdab99e66b91f04c957-1.html#unique-entry-id-1</guid><content:encoded><![CDATA[<span style="font:17px Times, Georgia, Courier, serif; ">I&rsquo;ve debated and hemmed for weeks on what to write. Everyday I get notice of another person signing up for the posts at this website and I&rsquo;m speechless. I&rsquo;ve received emails from some of you offering condolences on the loss of our nephew, others encouraging me to keep writing, and more just sharing they enjoyed my work. Thank you, one and all.<br /><br />To be honest, this all feels like a dream come true. Sure, sales may not last and people who don&rsquo;t like the sex may trash the books, but hey, I&rsquo;ve learned I can&rsquo;t please everyone. If I keep writing what I like, which is apparently what a lot of you like as well, then I should be okay.<br /><br /></span><p style="text-align:center;"><span style="font:17px Times, Georgia, Courier, serif; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; ">Thank You<br /></span></p><p style="text-align:left;"><span style="font:17px Times, Georgia, Courier, serif; "><br />I can&rsquo;t say it anymore eloquently than those two words, and yet they don&rsquo;t seem to be adequate. Can they convey the joy I feel when readers take a chance on the work of an unknown author? Do they imply the wealth of gratitude I have for them sharing my work with others? I&rsquo;m not sure.<br /><br />Simply put: If it wasn&rsquo;t for you and your support in my work there would be no point in writing. <br /><br />I&rsquo;m not your typical author. I don&rsquo;t write because there are voices in my head and I just have to get the story out. I don&rsquo;t spend hours on my craft because I have nothing better to do. I&rsquo;m limited with what I can do while I&rsquo;m undergoing medical treatment and if I can keep this career going strong then I&rsquo;ll continue even when I&rsquo;m healthy.<br /><br />My husband and I have joked that I need to build a &ldquo;seethe&rdquo; of my own. A large family of readers who enjoy my work and like to use the Internet to tell everyone about a book they&rsquo;ve read. Would you like to join my seethe? I promise, only the vampires will bite ;-)<br /><br />Speaking of vampires&mdash;lots of people have asked about Vivian&rsquo;s past. I had intended book four would cover her and Rafe&rsquo;s past (and maybe it still will), but right now I&rsquo;m debating on just releasing the short stories on the Internet for free. Smart readers like yourself, who have come to my website, will be the ones &ldquo;in the know&rdquo;.<br /><br />If you&rsquo;d like to read the first installment, taking us back to Vivian&rsquo;s time as a young Irish woman, then please</span><span style="font:17px Times, Georgia, Courier, serif; "><a href="(null)/(null)" rel="self" title="Digital Digest:The Seduction of Death ~ Part One"> click here</a></span><span style="font:17px Times, Georgia, Courier, serif; "> for the beginning. I&rsquo;m currently hard at work on book three, </span><span style="font:17px Times, Georgia, Courier, serif; "><em>Big Game</em></span><span style="font:17px Times, Georgia, Courier, serif; ">, and will keep you all posted on its completion and release date.<br /><br />A few die-hard fans have asked for V V Inn merchandise. Like a bloodcoffee mug or t-shirts. I think it sounds like fun and if I do it, I&rsquo;ll set it up here on the site and donate profits to fighting Lyme Disease (one of the diseases I&rsquo;m afflicted with). I don&rsquo;t anticipate there will be lots of profits, but any little bit will help the cause. <br /><br />Wishing you all a terrific end of the summer!<br />~ C.J.<br /><br /><br /></span></p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title>Romance Heroes vs Real Men</title><dc:creator>cj@cjellisson.com</dc:creator><dc:subject>Home</dc:subject><dc:date>2011-06-27T09:00:05-04:00</dc:date><link>http://www.cjellisson.com/files/c568703e53a210de299aa420195343a8-0.html#unique-entry-id-0</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://www.cjellisson.com/files/c568703e53a210de299aa420195343a8-0.html#unique-entry-id-0</guid><content:encoded><![CDATA[<span style="font:17px Times, Georgia, Courier, serif; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; ">In a typical romance story, we might read something like this:<br /></span><span style="font:17px Times, Georgia, Courier, serif; "><br />&ldquo;I love you,&rdquo; he said softly, while leaning in to kiss her full lips.<br /><br />&ldquo;And I, you.&rdquo; Their tongues danced for many heartbeats before the two broke apart, ragged gasps filling the candlelit space. &ldquo;Take me,&rdquo; she whispered as her eyes fluttered shut.<br /><br />The broad-shouldered man pressed her gently back onto the bed, handling her like she was a precious treasure. The woman&rsquo;s chin tilted up, exposing her throat. Her lover nibbled a trail down her lilac scented neck, murmuring affections every few inches. <br /><br />Work-roughened hands skimmed her sides before running up to cup her breasts. Grasping the neckline of her blouse, he pulled sharply, sending buttons flying across the room.<br /><br />Cool air rushed across her heated skin. &ldquo;Yes!&rdquo; she cried, arching up for his touch.<br /><br />&ldquo;Tonight,&rdquo; he said, deep voice sending shivers up her spine, &ldquo;I make you </span><span style="font:17px Times, Georgia, Courier, serif; "><em>mine</em></span><span style="font:17px Times, Georgia, Courier, serif; ">.&rdquo;<br /><br /><br /></span><span style="font:17px Times, Georgia, Courier, serif; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; ">Whereas in real life, the evening might go something more like this:<br /></span><span style="font:17px Times, Georgia, Courier, serif; "><br />Exhaustion weighs me down as I sink onto the couch. The dog expels an exaggerated sigh before shifting to lean against my thigh. The kids are finally in bed, allowing Pete and I to watch one of our favorite shows. Images flash across the screen as I try to lose myself in the opening recap.<br /><br /></span><span style="font:17px Times, Georgia, Courier, serif; "><em>Do we have milk for the morning? Should I take something out of the freezer for dinner tomorrow? Crap, did I throw that last load of laundry over?<br /><br /></em></span><span style="font:17px Times, Georgia, Courier, serif; ">A mild rap hits the back of my skull, bringing me back to the here and now.<br /><br />&ldquo;Oh,&rdquo; my husband says in a distracted tone. &ldquo;Sorry.&rdquo;<br /><br />&ldquo;Would it kill you to keep the remote on the couch rather than try and change the volume from behind my head?&rdquo;<br /><br />The long bit of plastic lands on the cushion next to me, disturbing the snoring dog &ndash; my sharp tone already forgotten by my easy-going man. I shoot him an exasperated look, but he&rsquo;s absorbed in the beginning of the show and my effort is wasted.<br /><br />Ignoring his lack of response, I relax and focus on the sexy Winchester men wielding guns, brandishing knives, and occasionally going shirtless. Soon, the action and excitement pull me in and I&rsquo;m lost in the </span><span style="font:17px Times, Georgia, Courier, serif; "><em>Supernatural</em></span><span style="font:17px Times, Georgia, Courier, serif; "> world.<br /><br />At the end, a light touch skims my knee. I glance at my husband, who has a hopeful glint in his eye. &ldquo;So, are you up for a little fun later or are you too tired?&rdquo;<br /><br />He knows me well; those Winchester brothers never fail to get me thinking. A smirk pulls one corner of my mouth up. &ldquo;Maybe.&rdquo;<br /><br />He waggles his eyebrows, looking a little like a fool. &ldquo;Think you can rally?&rdquo;<br /><br />I lean toward him and he meets me halfway across the dog. Our mouths touch in a brief peck while laughter dances in my eyes. &ldquo;I can if you can, old man.&rdquo;<br /><br />&ldquo;You&rsquo;re on,&rdquo; he says while grabbing the remote to shut off the TV.<br /><br />As we lock up and get ready for the morning in companionable silence, he stops behind me and plants a kiss on my bare neck. A spark of love, lust, and hope zings through me. <br /><br />It may not be loud fireworks with lots of flash, but I&rsquo;ll take it any day of the week&hellip; and come clamoring back for more.<br /><br /></span><p style="text-align:center;"><span style="font:17px Times, Georgia, Courier, serif; ">~~*~~<br /></span></p><p style="text-align:left;"><span style="font:17px Times, Georgia, Courier, serif; "><br />Snark, love, loyalty, and commitment &ndash; or, as I like to call it, </span><span style="font:17px Times, Georgia, Courier, serif; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; "><em>hot monogamy</em></span><span style="font:17px Times, Georgia, Courier, serif; ">. That&rsquo;s what I write about: Real life, believable characters, occasional sarcasm, and scorching liaisons. <br /><br />Well&hellip; except for the vampire stories. But hey, I bet if they were real they&rsquo;d be snarky and sexy, too. ;-)<br /><br />Cheers,<br />C.J.<br /><br /></span></p>]]></content:encoded></item></channel>
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